SIMPLE, but yet meaningful.
HAPPY B'DAE ADLER!!!! hmm ok well nothing much to be happy about this year... hmm... well... this year i really wanted to knw who are the ones that really cared for me... i didnt make annoucements of my b'dae to anyone in adavance inculding my parents. my mum i felt kind of weird out on how come i didnt even sound out this year when the pass few years i hav always HINTED haha... but i guess b'daes r no longer special to me anymore... im not asking for tons of presents i just wanna do wat i like each year and share my joy with others... i was talking to xiao han jus now, i was actually quite suprised to expect well wishes from so many ppl i least expected and for those i expected... welll lets jus say i kind of realised... 18years old was a tough one... been through alot, maturing to face reality... though yet i wouldnt like to accept it but slowly getting used to it. lets talk about special moments of my b'dae. my mum did asked me during the weekends wat i wanted... but i replied nothing that i fancy... hmmm haha at the early hours of 11dec my mum and sis came to my room my mum gave me an golden packet! haha and my sis gave me a beanie which sam wy contributed! thks! haha two days b4 i was downloading VS fashion show 2006 and it completed on my bdae... yay! happy rite? but no! its the 2005 version hais dam fucked up... in the end i decided that i should jus go to bed... when the morning breaked i was actually woken up by the many well wishing msges that was sent to me... thks everyone... im gladly woken up by in particular jie hui... haha urs was the earliest in the morning... as in bright morning not night morning... hahah if u understand wat im talk... hahahthen halfway through afternoon i recieved a call! from my.... ok la! best friend!!!!!!!! AMELIA!!!! she called all the way from CHINA!!!! omg... AME! SERIOUSLY I DIDNT EXPECT UR CALL! I TOT THAT YOU WOULD WISH ME WHEN UR BACK... HAHA! IM REALLY TOUCHED!!!!! orh....... :) thks amelia... hmmm then it came to dinner... i bet everyone must hav anticipated a lavish dinner... but no i got a simple everyday dinner prepared for me... well frankly speaking im dissappointed... but i didnt wanna show that i was, dnt wanan make my mum feel bad... so i had dinner... well i guess with the poor people in the world who dnt even celebrate, im considered lucky... yupz but its no ones fault... i didnt wanna annouce anything at all... i had already done my big b'daes b4... and its time that i mellow down... yupz...........all in all i understood wat is friendship all about... sometimes giving too much ppl take u for granted. its those that you least expected that actually remembers u... so i guess i should treat everyone the same... cause no one in this world deserve my devote attention rather than God, Family and myself. everyone is a potential good friend... im really touched to everyone that has wished me. and i dedicate this entry to you... people who sent their well wishes;- parents, sister, grandma (thanks for alway being there for me)- sam wy (thks for talking to me when no one understood me, ok US... haha hais saggits hav a tough life)- gen ng (gen im really shocked haha, i wish i could spend more time with you... get to knw u better)- joan (joan i only knw you for like a month? yup thks for everything i appreciate your efforts!)- percilia (percilia! haha your really really nice, i hope you dnt take me to heart on wat i say sometimes... i really appreciate u remembering)- rainbow ( rainbow~! haha saggits unite man! haha! kk we celerate another day! :) )- weijie (french buddy, un cent merci beaucoup! RECEPTIONNISTE!!! YAY! TRES BIEN!)- eugene low (eugene, u! haha really least expected... but thks... well i really wanna be there to support u everytime ur down on emotionally... i hope you dont think that i hate you, i jus find it hard to communicate to you sometimes. lets grow up to be emotional strong ppl ok? no one is prefect! :) )- jie hui (JH! like a siao pls! my alarm clock! haha only got to knw u better this term hope to knw u better)- charmaine (charm! haha my enemy turned friend now... haha see i told u we hav some similarities... thks alot! good to hav u as a friend)- annette (ms dao! haha well im really grantful but pls dnt be so dao can?)- jessie (jess! haha wah u rmbered! haha your another person that i really seldom talk to..)- gen goh (gen!!!!!!!! haha thks for taking my nonsense!!!)- michelle (michelle! ill always be there for u when u need me! promise!)- amelia (AMELIA!!! AH!!! hais dnt knw wat to say im really glad that u r still here with me when most of my friends had left me year after year)- vanessa (dear saggit! haha thks vanessa!)- gurion (gurion! haha i dnt knw how in the hell u suddenly ask when is my b'dae! haha serious! but ur a real good friend to keep! :) )- karen (karen, thks for being such a good academic support to me...)- xiao han (XH! haha hey hey! thks for the well wishes!)- jing xuan (JX! i tot u hated me?! haha no la... i knw u actually care for me right??!?!?!? haha! thks!) - sian tzu (sian tzu! haha havent talked in ages already! but u still rmb not bad memory eh?)thks to jon, shuan and imelda!!! for sending ur testimonials! :)all of which about 75% of them i seldom spend time with... im jus really touched... but not now im rather happy and glad that i hav you guys! if ur name is not mentioned, i understand that maybe it hav slipped your mind... haha no worries! hmm yup at least i knw now who should i be closer to... we only hav one life... i wanna spend it wth ppl who appreciate me... thks everyone! :)
FED UP!!!
GONNA EXPLODE SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CNT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCKED UP PEOPLE! FUCKED UP SYSTEM!!! FUCKED UP LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVERYTHIGN IN LIFE MUST BE POLITICAL CORRECT! FUCKING FAKE PPL! RUDE BITCHES!!!!!!! FUCKIN CLOSET BASTARDS! I JUS WANNA BE ALONE NOW... I JUS WANNA CELEBRATE IN HAPPINESS WHEN IT COMES TO THIS SPECIAL DAY!!!!!!!! BUT IT JUS WNT HAPPEN EVERY YEAR!!! FED UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahah!!!
caleb's goofy class! :)
TAXI 3
hahaha check this out!!!
family reunion @ IKEA!!! hahah!
off to the outerspace!!!
hey hey... well when i got up this morning i was friendster browsing... and i had to write celab a testi cus he was so sweet to write me one! :) then i was browsing through his pics... and i saw some really nice ones and im gonna share it with u guys! how i wish i can be a part of that expereince it must be really fun! miss ac days... well talking about ac, i was at the webpage the other day and i saw a pic of me!!!!!!!! hahaha but dam ugly so no use...after that i went for lunch at my granny's place... hahaha finally got to play with my little cuz gabriel haha his starting to open up and he is quite a talker... very cute too! :) hahaha had a samurai fight with his sis too! hahah friendly of course! hahah and i finally won by electric shocking her... aka shaking her like crazy..... hahhaa oh! i play one more thing with my baby cuz today also... which is spaceman going off to space! ahhaha he was sitting on this stoll and i lift it up bringing him around the room! haha and he was dam happy of course... arh..... so cute, both of my cuzs.then after that my mum brought my sis and i to ikea tamp. dam e place was crowd like mad... basically flooded with ppl who jus wanna see see kpo kpo only.... hahha i was saying that bring some pop corn and a bolster and u can make urself at home! ahha i mean they hav a wide selection of "room" for u to choose from! hahaha its really funny seeing ppl sleeping at the coach... having like tea breaks at the dining tables... hahaha! man it was funny... after that i got home then at about 10pm? i went to watch the tele... and i happen to watch the french version of "taxi3" i guess they r the original ppl... haha its dammmmmmmmmm funny! must watch! haha and i was able to pick out some french words! overall haha they jus speak real fast i cnt hear wat they r talking but its very comical...
yupz thats how my day went today... kind of funny... yay! tmr training!
extra pic of me and qizhu!!!
e young girl that kick the mascot
haha e cute mascot from e icecream stall
VIVO CITY ROCKS!!!!
yay! the weekends r finally here! haha gosh i had to rush last min work again this week... but managed to do quality work...
well this week quite alot of things happened hope i can rmb. well erm the one i rmb the most is the kfc outing isabelle, xiao han, carol, sandy and i had! haha wow we really at alot man! haha and i felt real fat after eating so much junk... haha u dnt knw how fat kfc man... the oil they use is called vegtable shortening.... its the most fattening way of cooking the thought of having fats cloging up my viens makes me sick. well maybe ill wnt eat kfc for AWHILE.... haha! however the funny part only happens after u consume ur food... haha me and sandy happened to hav stomach ach cus of kfc... haha and according to xiao han she said when she tried opening the toliet door jus by a tiny little bit.... all of SANDY'S SHIT SMELL came out like a pungant gas explosion! hahaha! omg....
hmmm ok i cnt think of anything else well lets talk about today! haha i finally went to vivo city... haha i really like e place... all my fav stores r there! went into gap and bought quite a few stuffs... hahah i must say that singapore's gap is up to date... cus when i was in vancouver during my hols the gap there didnt sell much... hmm maybe it was autume sale? oh wells but e place is really nice... oh one observation i made the ppl walking there r very weird... u hav quite a number of these people who walked around real pompously... one guy was carrying a LV bag by passed him to see the clothes at his area i was yuck its fuckin fake... oh wells ppl nowadays... hais... oh e sales staffs r also weird they will jus act as if they dnt see u... no greetings, no help, no warmth! haha real sucky if u ask me... but overall got alot of these pompous ppl walking around... i was so digusted by it...
as my mum, sis and i walked to habourfront we by pass this jap ice cream shop. they had very cute mascots haha one of the young kid tried kicking the mascot and the mascot chased after her... haha and she screamed of course... haha so cute...
ah... i feel so good today... hahah gap made me feel good... ah!!!!!! i love america... the shop concept is the same as in the US so quite cool... oh yah! while in the shop i heard a song by keane called "crystal ball" dam its so good! i first heard it in the airplane then when i got back to singapore i wanted to find e song but cnt get e title! and today i managed to get it! thks to shaz lee!!! hahha yupz go listen! its a nice song!!!
